now that i've lost it, i know i can kill.

Ohaiii

2011-02-02T09:15:33Z

Hello there! It's been a while. :)

Alive and kicking

2010-07-08T10:15:41Z

So, why does it feels like I've been out of the living and in with the dead for such a long time here in Livejournal? Because I left a year ago and now, I'm coming back.

Everything feels new in here, probably because I'm so used in posting entry in Tumblr that I completely forgot what it actually looks and feels like to post here. Gosh, I missed everything about Livejournal. It's like coming back with a time machine and finally coming back home. This was the place where I talked about animes, rant about my stupid ex-crushes, posted some of the ridiculous things on Earth and colored manga pages that took me years to finish. I guess this is a new start for me and my Livejournal. I missed everything. And I missed myself when I was sixteen, young and addicted to whatever's not harmful and happy with my life.

I'm happy. Really happy. Let's get back to the business, baby. ;)

Hear you me.

2009-08-23T02:24:41Z

I don't know but I missed LJ. :D And since I'm up for photo blah blah, I'll post some photos of the dishes we made for the past few weeks. These are some sauces and soups we made. :) And we all passed, cool isn't it? I'll post some more when I have time.

Potato and Seafood Chowder.

Cream of Mushroom Soup.

Shrimp Bisque.

I'm sooooo in love with cooking. :)

Goodbye?

2009-08-08T00:17:31Z

I'm moving on.
But don't worry, I'll still post blog entries here. Please do re-link if you want. Thank you. :)

What happened?

2009-08-01T10:40:38Z

Soooo, a month and a half wasn't so bad to be suddenly gone, right? And I'm definitely enjoying every moment in my freshman year in college as a Culinary Arts student. I passed my two prelims and hopefully, would be passing my third and final prelim for the first semester. A lot has happened for my whole two months in my college. Lots of laughter, food, money wasted and houses that have gone through. I don't feel like narrating stories of my life so, I want to hear yours.

How are you? :)

Don't worry. baby

2009-06-13T01:10:59Z

Finally, I'm back after several days, being away from my liveojournal. Good news, school started last Tuesday and it was f-u-n! :D This is the first time I became happy on my first day of school and it's my first day in college, too! You should have seen the shocked face of mine when I entered my new school as my jaw dropped from the floor. I am the youngest among the fruitful fifty five students in the class! And the tallest of them all. *shiku shiku* But, I get to be friends with my classmates. The additional dudes and big brothers were my two new guy friends, Dan and Ter. Hehe. Kuya Ter is pretty funny and he's a natural joke while Dan is the quiet type but he can be talkative as well. Hm. On our first three days in school, we studied things about basic cooking. The magical powers of the water, the spices, the herbs and about deep frying. I can't wait to go to school on Monday again! :D

Anyway, I brought some mangas again. The titles were Hoshi no Koe and Otomen. My gawd, Otomen is LOVE. :D Asuka is pretty cute and he's the greatest wife that you can bring to Momma (even if he's a hot blooded handsome man, that is). I brought three volumes and I can't wait to the buy the next volumes. Weeee. Hoshi no Koe is very beautiful and it made me a little teary eyed when I finished it. Especially when Noboru finally wanted to see Nagamine after such a long time (spoilers!). And yeah, will be earning money to buy my own laptop. Mom says she will just add money to the money I earned. I'm so happy about this. At least I can surf the net anywhere I want now. Haha! :D

This entry makes me go, "Don't worry, baby, everything will be alright." Haha. The movie Never Been Kissed really touched me to bones yesterday. Might download the OST anytime this weekend. So, how's your day, folks? :) I'm just as happy as I can be. No more pessimistic attitude over here, dude! We all deserve to be happy, right? :)

Back for good.

2009-05-29T02:44:42Z

Hello people.

After being revived two weeks ago, I died again from being the owner of this worn out livejournal account of mine. I have been busy lately. Yes, I know what's on your mind. I've been busy writing - again - for the fourth time this summer. I finished three stories this summer and I'm completely smug and proud about it. For a lazy person like me who always leaves her work hanging in the air and pending most of the time, completing something like this made me really happy. Right now, I'm starting a whole new series of stories. I'm challenging myself to finish it by two weeks since classes will start by the second week of June. Bummer. But yeah, I only have four hours of classes and I get to eat most of the time. Yahoo~ I'm quite excited for this school year as a college student.

Hm. Major changes. I changed my layout - for the second time this month - because I'm in love with Hei of Darker than Black. I also changed my profile layout. It seems that my livejournal lacks a lot of entries but I'm here right now, typing away with an aching head. Right now, I'll be updating my mp3 community as an anime ost community. I feel like doing it. :D And yeah, I took down the request post from my graphic community for several reasons. I need to work on new icons for the meantime. I feel kind of sick again this morning. And yeah, I bought Zettai Kareshi volume one the other week. I feel so happy with Night. Haha. I'm ranting again. Just for some small details of what's happening with my life. Hehe.

Lately, I've been watching Toradora! I really like Ryuuji and Taiga together. I think I need to buy the manga version since the anime makes me feel... like I'm missing something. Boohoo. I just finished watching Darker than Black and the ending was a cliffhanger. But Yin and Hei looks good together. Another new fandom for me. :D All right then, need to be going. Will update anytime soon. Jaa~

fresh, new, kicked out.

2009-05-12T11:02:40Z

Wow. After few weeks of being out livejournal, I'm finally revived. I'm actually quite busy writing some stories which mostly consumed my whole time in front of the monitor. Well, I'm finally back. So, I was finally enrolled to this certain school (I'm not studying in Manila for several reasons but I'm quite happy with my new school) as a Culinary Arts student. How cool is that? :) I had been interested with cooking since I was kid and I can only fry food. But cook? Nadah. I always shout or flinch or scream when the hot oil splatters around the kitchen. I'm determined now to work my ass in the kitchen. I got my uniform and school starts on June 1. It sucks. At least I only have four hours classes in the school. Bummer.

I changed my layout and my profile change. I think I need major changes with my livejournal. I had been busy, yeah, excuses. And oh yeah. Visit my graphic journal HERE because it's request post. Hehe. Go, request, though it's open for community watchers. Well, go ahead. Do your thing.

My head is aching. I need to drink some medicine. Hello to Chinky and Yappie. I missed the two of you pretty badly. Wee~

Consolation prize

2009-04-30T01:15:37Z

I've been having a hard time digesting food when I started watching the anime series, Kurozuka. Can you believe it? I bought the DVD all for the sake of hearing my favorite seiyuu of all, Mamoru Miyano? Yeah. I spent my money over the said DVD but I don't have any regrets. The series was a lot gorier and macabre than I thought. It's the second mature and bloodiest anime I've ever seen (Neon Genesis Evangelion will always be my first love when it comes to blood spilling robots, naked women and psycho protagonist! Praise fate!). Anyway, I'm almost to the ending of Kurozuka. I wonder if Kuro will meet Kuromitsu? :D

I'm not dead.

2009-04-18T00:36:25Z

I'm not dead - yet. Haha. I was actually busy making stories in the computer, plotting all the stuffs and yadda yadda yadda. But I'm alive, after slaving a week or so in front of the computer, finishing this two hundred plus story about a girl who was forced to study in an all boys' school by her twin brother. I also had a vacation in San Antionio, Zambales with my family last Holy Week. We had a great time, island hopping, having a good time and all. And take this, I gained crush to this married man. Er, I'm remembering his face again. But yeah, we won't see each other again and her hot wife would kick my lame-o ass if she sees me. Haha. Hmm. What else is there to say? Oh yeah, I finished three animes in a span of one week (Amatsuki, Vampire Knight season one and Black Blood Brothers). And now I'm currently addicted with Zombie Loan (Chika-kuuuuuun~).

Lately, I've been watching and reading a lot. I need to catch up with all the mangas I'm reading but find it difficult since I want to buy the real one. Well, I've already bought OKHC volume one, Furuba volume one to three and A thousand years of snow volume one. Going to buy it with my upcoming date with mom and sister on Thursday. Weee~ Cheers for otaku. Hahaha. A big hug for all my online friends (Chinky and Yappie, I missed you!). Gotta go. Need to download Zombie Loan ost. Wee!

Furuba

2009-03-23T02:51:35Z

Currently addicted to Furuba. XD

will buy volume 04, 05 and 06 this coming weekend. yay~ Kyo-kun! :DDD

Grand grad.

2009-03-21T09:51:35Z

Yesterday was our Graduation Day. And I never expected myself to cry despite the fact that it was sizzling hot under the covered court of my school.

I was actually out of words to say when it was our Graduation Day. All morning, I was struggling on what would I tell my friends. But I ended hugging them, speechless and ready to be broken into pieces. For the past four years, I fought battles I never expected to win. I battled myself from telling myself that this life is just worth dying for. I battled myself with answering millions of quizzes, hundreds of examination papers and seat works for four years. I battled myself from learning the ideal pair of x and y and how to get the length of the hypotenuse while using the famous pythagorean theorem. I harboured myself from falling apart while falling in and out of love. I told myself that this is just the beginning of everything else between. And for four years, I learned valuable lessons, shared experiences with my friends and teachers and met one of the most important people in my life. It was a great pity I didn't tried my best in being a good student. I guess regret really is always in the end. But these are the things I won't ever forget and regret... and I hope they will stay with me.

So, what did happened yesterday? Lots of crying, lots of thanking and of course, lots of pictures! The Graduation Day ran smoothly and we always tell to ourselves, "Is this really happening?" kind of vibe. It was really happening. Tears were replaced with flashes of camera. Most of my friends and classmates were goofing around. I learned lots of things these past four years. I wonder, ten years from now, will we see each other? Haha. So sorry for the nonsense post. I just feel sad.

"In order for people to grow, they must learn how to let go. Letting go doesn't mean forgetting all the memories held in these years but to learn how to be independent and strong when time washes you by. It's not goodbye, it's just 'see you soon!'"

Catherine Acosta Flores - signing off. :)

Colored manga # 03

2009-03-07T09:23:41Z

(Click the image to see the full version)

Title: 1234
Series: Lovely Complex
Character: Koizumi Risa and Otani Atsushi

Comments and criticisms are much loved, hoho~

Whoa. It's been a long time since I last colored a full manga panel, eh. This is sort of my punishment for not working my ass to make new icons for my abandoned graphic community. This is one of my favorite manga of all time - Lovely Complex - because I can fully relate with Risa's problem with love. I'm an amazon girl like her, haha! XD I was listening to Plain White T's' 1234 when I was coloring this. I know it's the prettiest manga panel you've ever seen but yeah, comment away. I made this in Adobe like for... four hours. :D Comments are much appreciated. Jaa ne~

A-S-A

2009-03-05T08:58:32Z

Right now, we are basically sweating our butts to the heart of our beloved quadrangle just so we could finish practicing the almost perfect graduation ceremony ever held in our school. Talk about cheap tricks, you know. Every hour, we have our break after singing all over again, like, a hundred times, the graduation songs and the songs for the mass. We eat like pigs, carefully throwing foods to each other. We are dwelling in this small, four walled room calls Audio Visual Room for half a day, like sardines, wanting to be open by a can opener just to breathe something nicer. But yeah, it wasn't so bad. At least I get to mingle with my dear friends and spend the remaining days, doodling stuffs, wondering why Edward Cullen had to leave Bella Swan in the second book of the Twilight series, eating cheap foods, playing the guitar and the piano, singing along karaoke-style and basically, trying to make every moment a priceless memory. Sometimes, I find myself bringing books just to fight boredom away. I finished a Filipino novel and now, I'm starting to read the book Terenze gave me that was stuck in my bookshelf for two, good months, Neil Gaiman's M is For Magic. Good read for someone like me. Fantasy, love, mystery. Hmm. I want to spend my time tonight sleeping. I get baggy eyes already.

You are probably wondering why on earth I spelled the word, A-S-A. Asa. Yep, you heard (read?) it right. Someone has been ruining my days like, c'mon, HELL. And that human who hides in spectacles will die anytime soon. I bet it soon because if it's later, I'll be in the ruins of my own personal hell. He confessed his love in front of everybody earlier. And it wasn't me the girl he loves. So what? Did he really think he can ruin my beautiful and ever perfect day with his hideous confession with matching fake smiles and fake giggles along with his pathetic gestures of telling her, "Hey, I like you!" kind of stuff? Well, my mind has been battling very good with my heart. Whenever I hear the song That's What You Get (I'm a Paramore fan! :D), I would smile slyly to myself because I never settle with the decisions in my heart these days. I let things flow. I let them fall to where they should be. I won't cry. My tears are dry from all these cryings. If he really think he ruined my day today, he must think twice. And I will punch his face, right smack to his spectacles and tell him I'm eight days older by his ass age. And did I mention his four hundred pesos is with me today? >:)

Ah. All these things are getting in my nerves. Kaon lang ng kaon. Haha. Anyway, I'm liking this guy. He's my classmate and he's very kind and, uh, a little shy type kind of person. I'm getting to know him more. Weee. I'm getting bright days when he's around. I pierced his ear earlier for free. Lol. I wonder if he's home already and if he's unli tonight. Ugh. Need to earn money for something. All right, all right. Need to go. I'll update. My birthday will soon hit the calendar. Sweet sixteen.

Err, hi? XD

2009-03-01T00:11:55Z

It's been, like, a month since I last updated something in here. Err, hi? Bonjour? Konnichiwa? XD

Actually, I was to update yesterday but then again, I got some blinding headache going on my brain so I felt weak and gone to sleep. Well, how have you been, guys? I missed hanging out in here. In my livejournal. And I promised konkona I would be updating this little journal I've got. I have to update my icon journal and my mp3 rotation journal is long... abandoned by me. I'm such a bad creature, aren't I? I'll update them this week. I've got a lot of things to do here. I missed a lot of things. I have to make banners for winners. Clean out the dump in my livejournal. Change my layout into something better 'cause Edward Cullen is kinda worn out already, haha. Weee. Good news. Clearance week or my personal hell week just got finished! :D Final examinations are already finished. I love it. Now, all I have to do is lounge around and we will practice for our graduation next week.

So, I'll be out for now. Decent entry will come soon. :D

Err, hello? XD

2009-01-04T03:01:14Z

So, where was I for the past few months? Yes, our beloved computer's monitor exploded last November and my big brother went through a lot of sufferings just to buy a new one (it's not really a new one, it's also a hand-me-down item from his friend, I think). That's the reason why I was gone for two months, if I'm correct. Well then, what did happened to me when I was away? I was busy with school, basically. I flunked Trigonometry twice and I really don't like it. I so not like it. :O What else... well, I got addicted to Stephenie Meyer's books. The Twilight Saga and The Host. I loved all of her books, especially Twilight, not that I'm going in the flow. But I was really disappointed when I watched the movie adaptation. The movie was a CRAP. I don't like it. More like, I hate it. All of the romantic scenes I wished were there were not there. It's plain junk (believe me). I don't really like the movie and I hate the actor and actress who portrayed Bella Swan (Kristen Stewart) and Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson). I don't like Pattinson of all. He's... what term could possibly fit for this man? I don't know but I don't like him. Not at all.

Taylor Lautner is my favorite, who played Jacob Black. I'm not a fan of Jacob but I like Taylor. Nyahaha. :D And he's only sixteen years old, just a year older to me. Weee. We're both young. I'm fangirling again. Right now, I'm trying to catch up with every manga I left when I was away. Totally ranting Special A again (Hikari and Kei are so cute!) and I don't like the latest chapter of Vampire Knight. Yuuki is turning into a bitch. I mean, Kaname, OMG. But it was a good thing Zero confessed his feelings for her and finally kissed her. I loved that scene. :D Oh well. Need to go. Need to read Special A~ hyuuu.

Whoa

2008-12-13T11:06:29Z

2 months were long enough for a hiatus. But right now, I'm not in the mood for some chit chat so I'm just going to have a teeny weeny entry. Well, hello! :D I missed hanging out with you guys.

Better near to you

2008-10-28T02:30:00Z

I finally finished writing ad editing my fantasy/romance story, entitle Kismet. And I think I need to mention Dom's name, perhaps? (Manong Dominic, if it weren't to your direct criticisms and encouragement, I wouldn't be able to finish Kismet, thanks to you and your Bob Ong style of complementing and criticizing my work! Hey, mentioned! :D). Right now, I'm currently writing Evening Sun, a supernatural/romance story that was inspired from the famous book of Stephenie Meyer, Twilight. Yahoo. I'll try to finish the story this semestral break although I can't promise it wholeheartedly. Haha. If you want to read Evening Sun, kindly head:

HERE.
HERE.
HERE.
HERE.
HERE.

Yahoo again. Read and review again, like I always say to you guys. Read my story - NOW. :D Anyway, I need to rest my mind from writing. Currently addicted to A Fine Frenzy's album, One Cell in the Sea. Yahoo. USTET exams are finally finished and I can relax my tired mind from wandering. We stood there for one hour because the othe examinees were still having the exams. But it was a great experience and I finally know how to go to UST myself. Yahoo. I can go to places I've never been and that's Manila, myself, baby. Oh well, need to go. Need to rest my mind.

Hmm.

2008-10-25T07:32:56Z

Yay. New layout for the upcoming new month. Inspired by my favorite predator of all time, Edward Cullen of the famous book, Twilight. I thought I'd share about that but it seems entries are lacking here at my LJ. I was terribly busy in school and also busy writing. I finished writing my fantasy/romance story, Kismet and now, I'm editing some of the typos and grammatical errors there. Right now, I'm writing a supernatural/romance story entitled, Evening Sun. I sanctify Stephenie Meyer's Twilight - it was basically inspired there. But don't fret, no plagiarism was involved. :D

Anyway, I'm quite anxious and nervous for my USTET exams tomorrow. Wish me luck so I could pass there. Oh men, all these tensions are making me more nervous. Oh well, I'll read some tonight. I just want to write and write again. Anyway, I'll be going then. I'll update once I finish the exams. Yahoo. :D

Write

2008-10-11T12:04:12Z

I know, I'm stupid. I'm currently writing a fantasy/romance story. If you want to read it, head:

HERE
HERE
HERE
HERE

I'd like it to be READ and REVIEW. To review, scroll down the page and you'll see "Submit Review" then click "Go." Give my story another chance. :)) And please, report for grammatical errors. I need to sharpen my mind and read more dictionary so I could add some new vocabulary to my head. Oh please, go ahead and read and review. THANKS!

Him, her, I

2008-09-30T09:38:45Z

It all happened last Friday evening, when everybody at Apple's house were having fun, eating plenty of foods and chatting to each other. Scanning the almost pitch black area of Apple's house, I was sitting at the bench when I saw her, closely standing beside him. I felt anger rushed through my veins as I tried to unclench my fist so I could stop myself from walking to her and tell her to stop flirting with him. But I stopped myself gradually because I don't own him. No, we're in a relationship that "we are" but "we are not." Few foolish thoughts started swirling into my mind as I tried to busy myself with listening to rock and loud music with the use of my MP4. Who would have thought that your own friend was flirting to your crush, knowing the fact that you like him? My mind went berserk when few of my friends noticed that I can't take the atmosphere from Apple's house. We then gone to area and finally hailed a Jeepney so we could all go home. And my flirty friend even told us she still wants to stay so she could flirt the other two boys that would be coming at Apple's house. How'd you like that? My eyes started releasing small tears as I tried to stop them from coming out. My other friend, Gel told me that why did I not stopped her from eating him? And I was like, "Hey, I'm fine. I don't him anyway. And besides, they're having fun." when I really want to tell her is that, "Hey you flirt! Stop standing close to him or else I'll smash out your lungs!" But I guess, I was too kind last Friday that I had forgotten my liking to him.

Then I finally told myself that I will ignore both of them, at the same time. She greeted me yesterday with her usual smile but I rolled my eyes and ignored her. Then she smiled at me again but I totally ignored her. And as for him, I also ignored him but he suddenly grabed my shoulders and started shaking me but I snapped him off and told him to go away. We didn't talked after that shaky thingy. And today, as I started running upstairs so I could settle my bag and look for my friends, I saw him, standing quietly at the window like he saw a big dinosaur. I tip-toed until I reached my chair but he turned around and saw him. I was caught red-handed. And we got into a not-so long conversation:

"Hey, are you angry at me?" he asked, looking narrowly at me like he will sue me for killing his pet ant.
I looked up. "I don't know." then I stormed out of our classroom so I could get rid of his evil stare that seems to melt me from head to toe. Not knowing where to go, I ran downstairs with my heart hitting my ribcage as I searched for my friends. But no can do, they're still not in the school so I rushed upstairs and saw him standing at the door with this mischivious smile. I ignored his humanity.
"Are you irritated at me?" he asked casually, blocking me.
"YES! I'm irritated at you!" I shouted as I forced him to stop blocking me, which was successful done. And after that stupid conversation, he went to my place and started teasing me that he'll steal my t-shirt inside my bag so he could have two same t-shirt. I chased him as he tried to run away from me. Then I shouted, "If you're not gonna hand me my shirt, I'll steal your bag!"
"Hey, not fair! Give my bag back!" he shouted, sounding like a total kid. We then exchanged, his bag to my shirt.

What an odd conversation, right? He's so... I don't know. I still want to ignore him. And he kept looking at me like he knows what I'm thinking! He's really a mysterious person. But after that, I started avoiding him again. It's for the better. Let him know he lost something very important and let's say, I'm that important thing (in my dreams but let me dream!). My friend, April told me I should start talking to him again like the usual but I told her, let him suffer more like I suffer for him everyday. Oh well, that's all I'm about to say. I'm quite busy downloading new songs so I could fill up my MP4. I wonder if he's thinking about our current situation?

Colored manga # 02

2008-09-08T08:41:58Z

(Click the image to see the full version)

Title: Love Prism
Series: Vampire Knight
Character: Cross Yuuki and Kiryu Zero

Comments and criticisms are much loved, hoho~

WOW. If I can still remember, my last entry has something to do with manga coloring too. And right now, I'm posting another entry with the same subject and same content. Can you spell B-O-R-E-D? The real reason why I colored this scan is because to fight boredom. My mom, who is very worried to me because last night, I was bedridden due to high fever told me not to go to school. I've been absent for four days already and it's counting. And there are two things you should not do when you have high fever: first one, don't take a cold bath in the night, it'll only make you more sick and lastly, don't surf the net or else you'll have a severe headache. But I did those stupid things and my mom scolded me last night and earlier. Haha. LOL. :D But right now, I'm fine and I'm kind of energetic.

You must be wondering why the title of this colored manga is "Love Prism." You know the song Prism by YUKI? If you know that song, try to read Vampire Knight with that song on repeat. You're going to know the reason (try it, that song of YUKI is my favorite of all her songs). I know, you'll ask me, "Zero's hair is not green but gray right?" This has something to do with the Selective Coloring and I experimented some new ways to beautify a dull manga scan. I colored his hair gray but when I made the experiments, it turned out like that. Isn't it pretty? HAHA. :)) You're free to do whatever you want to this colored manga BUT be sure to credit me. Or else, I'll really hunt you. I'm serious. So yeah, need to read HanaKimi and some oneshot manga. Jaa na!

x-posted to manga_colors

Colored manga

2008-09-06T13:02:25Z

(Click the image to see the full version)

Series: Vampire Knight
Character: Cross Yuuki
Extra: I don't basically know what to do when I had this beautiful scan of Vampire Knight the other day. While I was coloring this scan of Yuuki Cross, my head was spinning due to headache (I'm a human being who is very much prone to sickness and headaches so don't be surprise when you see some of entries about me, complaining sick and all). And after a lot of practice on how to color manga panels professionally, I present to you this scan.

Comments and criticisms are much loved, hoho~

Wow. It's been a while since I colored a Vampire Knight scan. I don't know, I just feel like posting this scan. By the way, you can crop it, resize it, do anything you want but please, credit me. :) Or else, I'll hunt you down every night. LOL. Tell me what's on you mind. If you think the coloring is good, please comment. I'd love to hear it from you. But if you think my work is crap, please criticize. I want to improve my manga colorings. Anyway, I need to go. Mama's calling me so I could massage her back. Haha. Jaa na!

Jibun wo Sagashite

2008-08-31T00:16:53Z

So, obviously, I changed my layout that I got from the ever gorgeous fruitstyle . And since tomorrow is September 01, I thought of having some grungy and dark layout and this is it. When I found this layout which I modified last night, I suddenly got nostalgic - of Neon Genesis Evangelion. It has a fanart of Nagisa Kaworu which I found somewhere while I was looking for Eva images at deviantarnt.com Hehe. Don't blame me because I'm a big fan of Evangelion. The great thing about Evangelion is whenever Unit 01 berserk when it's fighting with the Angels and you'll suddenly see human organs, flying all over Tokyo. It's the best sight ever. I actually have fetish with blood and disgusting things. Just don't include insects and cockroaches, I'll faint when I see one. Ah, tell me when you're grossed out.

You must be all wondering where on earth I have been all these time. Well, I'm kind of not feeling updating my LJ for a while and I don't know why. After my fandom entry, my mind went flying and my brain was banging from the sides of my head because of writing. I've been writing this story for a while and two chapters to go, I'll finish it. Basically, that's what makes me busy nowadays but now, it's pending. Hehe. Well, don't mind the story. I'll post it somewhere when I have time. I've been addicted to Samurai Champloo lately. And I'm thinking of rewatching the hilarious, dramatic and full of action, rolled-in-one anime for the third time. There are also parts where they have slightly romance episodes. For example, Episode 11, which was focused to the ever quiet Jin, the samurai who wears glasses and fell in love with a prostitute, Kohana (am I right?). That Episode is kind of erotic in a way but don't worry, I kind of passforward the whole part. And you know what? I really think Fuu, the girl who was searching for the Sunflower Samurai and Mugen, the anti-hero who uses Champloo Kendo, is really suited for each other. I mean, they look good as a couple because if ever Fuu will be paired with Jin, the whole romantic comedy picture that will be formed in your mind will vanish. Jin is very quiet while Fuu has a machine-gun mouth. Mugen is the suited for Fuu. As an OTP, seriously. This is the best shounen anime I've ever watched. Interesting plot, interesting characters, interesting anime. All in all, the best. Yahoo.

I'm having a blinding headache again for Pete's sake. I don't know if this is good news but my Kanji writings are improving. I ~~stole~~ borrowed this Nihongo Lessons Book from my brother the other day and I'm finallt determined to learn Nihongo. I've learned the basic words of Nihongo and I always went berserk whenever I forget it. Haha. I have difficulty with the Kanji words because they are Chinese Characters and it's hard to write one. But yeah, practice makes perfect. I actually made this script, filled with Kanji letters. I haven't mastered the Hiragana and Katakan letters but I know most of the letters. Perfect. Well, that's about my learning process of Nihongo Lessons. Oh, I noticed my entry is getting longer. I've missed ranting about my life, hehe. I haven't finished watching Sexy Voice and Robo because our DVD player is being dorky. The images are scrumbled. Agh. Okay, let's go for a different thingy~

Name 10 fictional characters that you want to be with forever.

01. Suoh Tamaki. No one can beat this dude right here. His hilarious action and his romantic side is just so breathtaking. Plus, his seiyuu is the best seiyuu ever (Miyano Mamoru, forever!).
02. L Lawliet. I have fetish with orphan characters. And I love his baggy jeans and his eyebags. Also, his sweet cravings.
03. Morita Shinobu. One word - fun. I love it when he teases Hagu.
04. Jin. Well, I don't quite like quiet characters but what caught my attention from Jin is his sense for villains. And his sword fighting.
05. Nagisa Kaworu. The best Angel ever. And his eyes are red!
06. Kiryuu Zero. I don't know why I included him but I love it when he sucks Yuuki's blood. And his tattoo! (faints)
07. Mugen. His Champloo Kendo is the best. And his disheveled hair.
08. Near. His toys and his cards. And he resembles L the most.
09. Kyo. His awkward admiration for Tohru is what makes him the best Cat.
10. Hatori. I don't know, but he's my favorite character from Fruits Basket.

AAAHH. Fangirl powers again being uncontrol. Anyway, I need to go. I need to fill up my grumbling stomach with food and my headache isn't going better. Hope you bear with my loooong entry~ Also changed my moodtheme. So, jaa na! *hugs*

Fandoms! :D

2008-08-16T01:43:49Z

The ones with ♥ are worth reading, the ones with ♥ ♥ are absolute treasure and the ones with ♥ ♥ ♥ are the mangas I want to read and re-read for the rest of my life, every single day.

Manga

→ reading:
special a ♥ ♥ ♥
akuma to dolce ♥ ♥
fushigi yuugi genbu kaiden ♥
vampire knight ♥ ♥
kamisama hajimemashita ♥
bokura wa itsumo ♥
auto focus ♥
hana to akuma ♥

(right now, I want to be specific with the mangas I'm reading. Just because I can't read them all at once and every story is being mix up with the other.)

→ on hold:
haruyuki bus ♥
ouran high school host club ♥ ♥ ♥
lovely complex ♥ ♥ ♥
shiawase kissa sanchoume ♥ ♥
nadeshiko club ♥
chocolate cosmos ♥ ♥

→ finished:
beast master ♥ ♥ ♥
otokomae! beads kurabu
sweet 16
suki to ienai
7th period
7kiss
7 jikanme rhapsody ♥ ♥
tsuki to himawari ♥ ♥
hotarubi no mori e ♥ ♥ ♥
kimi ko kachi ♥
beautiful name
bet!!
bloody kiss ♥
you're my girlfriend ♥
caramel milk tea
orange kiss
lovely complex plus! ♥ ♥ ♥
kimi wa boku no mono
oresama ouiji
x2
ai no tame ni
a thousand years of snow ♥
purikyu
wanted
merupuri ♥ ♥ ♥
yoroshiku master ♥
tonari no inuyama-kun
amai kamiato
tomodachi kara yoroshiku desu
mekakushi no kuni ♥ ♥ ♥
suriipingu biyuutei ha nemurenai
kon ko ki konoha ♥ ♥ ♥
koi o hajimeru bokutachi ni
rumors
koi
chupa! ♥
gokuako drop!
tsuyogari
yuki-doke no netsu ♥
mometen musume
shirayuki poppu
sempai to kanojo
haru wa sakura
nemunoki no geshukusou ♥ ♥
shuu 7 ♥
s.o.s
harumachi platform
bus hashiru ♥ ♥ ♥
kuroneko guardian
switch ♥

→ plan to read:
fruits basket
beauty in the beast
absolute boyfriend
kare kano
love roma
koibana! koiseyo hanabi

Anime

→ watching:
none

→ finished:
ouran high school host club ♥ ♥ ♥
tactics
romeo x juliet ♥
jigokou shoujo
jigokou shouho futakamori
xxxholic ♥ ♥
lovely complex ♥ ♥ ♥
tsubasa reservoir chronicles
shin seiki evangelion ♥ ♥ ♥
bokura ga ita
honey and clover (season one and two) ♥ ♥ ♥
pretear
fruits basket ♥ ♥ ♥
death note ♥ ♥ ♥
ghost hunt ♥ ♥
full metal panic!
samurai champloo ♥ ♥ ♥
zombie loan
amatsuki
black blood brothers

→ plan to watch:
special a
true tears
kurozuka

Edited last 04/25/09

Note: the reason why I posted this it to keep my fandom updated. I sometimes forget that I am reading this particular manga or watching this particular anime. :D I'm forgetful that's why I posted this. Feel free to recommend something I've yet to discovered. Besides, I'm a fangirl who can't control her fangirling everytime she sees what she wants.